🍃 Sunday Speaks 1/12/24
🍃 Sunday Speaks
1 December 2024
Check in with me, how's you? How was your week, and what are you looking forward to? How's you floating 🪼🪼🪼
Still raining on and off here on Gubbi Gubbi Country. Honestly I feel like I should be over it by now but I'm just moooooood.
I case you missed my pa a few days ago, shits fully fucked here. We went from having a new 12 month lease on the table to having to move out in a hurry. My fault. I left the front yard too messy while we've all been sick, and then this dumb bitch (me) told the real estate we brought in soil to level part of the front yard, and started putting a drain in -it's a fucking pond ! My bad bad baaaad! So fucking stupid. So yeah, shit week.
*Hindsight Edit, the real-estate claimed that the front yard was not the reason for notice to leave, and when asked for a reason they said they owners don't need a reason. Laws have come in in NSW to prevent this type of end of lease and will come to QLD eventually. Also we pretty quickly figured out the landlord and real estate were stalking us on FB and had hurt feels over our posts. I still feel the yard is part of the reasons, like they would prefer a bare lawn. I forget that there is this cultural divide in the class divide over what is considered neat and tidy.*
Looking forward to? Not crying every other hour.
Will be selling off as plants as we can, and really feel like just giving up on the cubby house.
We were here for 11 months and I was just starting to get ready to start selling. There so many lil things that I needed to fine tune before selling, because once I start, there needs to be proper systems in place so I don't drop the ball - physical systems like a packing post area, and behavioural systems like checking emails religiously, and socials.
This year has pretty much been one thing after the other, and I can't see life being any different next year. The autisms just keep autismimg, me, and other fam, who all need support. And then there's other random mis haps, and side quests that totally derail my work momentum.
It's like how many years am I going to keel trying to do the same thing and keep having the same unsuccessful outcomes before I pull the pin.
