🍃 Sunday Speaks 19.5.25
🍃 Sunday Speaks
19/5/25
Monday edition coz I've no idea what I was doing yesterday but I was doing.
Check in with me, how's you?
How was your week and what are you looking forward to?
How's you floating 🪼🪼🪼
It's over overcast cool day here on Gubby Gubby country. The nights and mornings are getting pretty chilly, it's almost shaping up like we will actually have a winter this year!
My week,... it was a wk.
We had our first house inspection. No matter the energy of the person doing the entry, it's still always that feeling of being judged, and the fact they take photos of every room doesn't help.
I feel like having an agent come into the house, witness it's clean and undamaged, should be enough. They shouldn't have to take photos.
They did comment on how many plants we have, and that we have a lot of stuff, so that really makes us feel supa insecure within our housing. The housing insecurity is always looming, and it's kinda of always present, like we need to get rid of all our stuff just incase.
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Through the week I had some who I've blocked, and knows they are blocked, use their position as an admin of a fb group, to comment on one of my posts within that Permaculture group.
Mildly triggering.
Doesn't matter what the context of the relationship and lack there off, the fact is they audaciously crossed this boundary again. It's no ok. At this stage it's yet another display of their lack of self entertainment and self accountability. And the worse thing is, they probablly frame it as if they were doing a good, with added bonus of once again promoting their business. Your intentions don't mean shit, if your in the wrong. It was wrong of them to do this.
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We've had more and more rain. The yard just doesn't get a chance to dry out, and I can't help but feel like I'm loosing so much ‘work’ time, again.
I am pivoting and focusing on what I ✨CAN✨ do, which is good because it's forced me to sort more doom piles from our first move at the end of 2023.
We had a tub of random kids toys that had been a dumping spot for years! It's finally sorted! So many lil glimpses of core memories, haunted items, and family lore. It's literally taken me months chipping away at it. Much the overwhelm. And like, this indecisiveness of opshop or landfill.
⛧Looking forward to,.. honestly at the moment, looking forward to just living.
It's been months and we're still kind of in ‘just moved in’ mode, Still the energy of sorting out and setting up. And always seem to be going from one 'event' to the next, with occasional periods of lock down recovery in-between.
Never just living.
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