🍃Sunday Speaks 24/11/24
🍃Sunday Speaks
24 November 2024
Check in with me 🫶 How's you? How was your week and what are you looking forward to? How's you floating 🪼🪼🪼
Gubbi Gubbi Country here. Weather can't make up its mind. It was clear blues a little while ago, now muggy af, overcast sets in, then patches out.
We've had a solid week of rain here. Every thing is soup. And all of my work is on hold again, but I'm not so mad as I'm fuking sick again! I can't believe it. I've always kinda prided myself of feral blood giving me a stronger ammune system, but this is the second head cold I've had in recently. And the last one stuck around for ages. My hermit ways are catching up with me.
Through the week the maintenance guys came through and fixed the things. I posted about it on Wednesday as some things seemed really off. Im always a lil 'acab includes landlords', so I'm saying this just as an observation from over the years - I wouldn't be shocked if some Labradors laid the quotes on thick if they know its a landlord. Like this crew didn't even attend the property to quote, then miss judged the works requirements 🚩
Week ahead? No fucking idea! We've had one thing after the other this year and I'm really starting to feel the lack of momentum. Every time I start to get in sync and get flow towards my goals, I get totally derailed.
aaaaand just writing this now my beautiful lil brain throws up sparkles of,
✨Take stock of what you have done ✨ *make that list, *take all the photos, *do it as a therapeutic activity.
✨The Done List ✅✅✅
So often I have more than one 'to do' list on the go. I tick things off,.. and then go and add more! Never holding space to celebrate the wins.
We've been in this 'New' house for nearly a year! I feel so behind. Like I just wanna throw my hands up and have big ol sook, but it's such a constant feeling that it's not even intense enough to shed tear, bc it's just always there. Nothing ever gets finished. So many ideas and projects, and opportunities, just laying idle. *undiagnosed audhd*
I mean, fuk, I havnt even finished Repotting the Cubby House, let along brought plants back to a sellable standard.
Soooo coming into Dark Moon, all these feeling of inadequacy, etc, are what to Meditate on.
And from there on to New Moon, we reset out sails, redefine out goals and take a not shot at them.
At some point tho, some things gotta give right? Am I just doing the same old shit, month after month, year after year, expecting something different and not getting anywhere.
