🍃Sunday Speaks 29/9/24

🍃Sunday Speaks

29 September 2024

Check-in with me, how's you? How was your week and what are you looking forward to? How's you floating 🪼

Gubbi Gubbi Country, Cloudy, cool but muggy, If that's a thing? The breeze is cool but it's muggy, idk, maybe it's just me, I'm out of sorts. And there was a pretty solid breeze all night and yesterday, with rain on and off all yesterday, rainy morning the day before. We definitely needed the good soak.

Almost Dark Moon, time for shadow work, and boy do I need it! I've been pretty unhinged online lately. With good reason but need to be smarter about it, and more articulate. When Ive been working in the sun and am physically drained, my mental capacity slips, I'm less polite, for instance, don't try to communicate with new ppl 🤦😂.

Week was pretty solid. Im a bit proud Rn. I honoured myself with a full rest day yesterday, taking cue from the weather and spent majority of the day physically still, allowing mental process of a few big things that have been looming for the last year. When we moved all our interpersonal dynamics shifted, and stagnant behavioural patterns were upheavaled. It's actually massive!

Which also leads to physical objects no longer serving purpose. Things I've held on to for their potential, when in reality some haven't been used in two years or more since I first hurt my back.

Like my punching bag stand with speed ball, solid metal boxing frame! I fkn love it soooo much! I've had my own bag since I was like 18 that I'd hang I've any beam that would suport. Then got this when my older kids and I got our first place together. Now it just doesn't fit here, the speed ball strap snapped, and we dumped the last bag due to dead spots. If i could set it up with space to dance, I would, and I'm sure the lad would use it to, but I just can't make it work in this space.

Another thing I'm bit proud of rn is setting good personal patterns. Im constantly showing up for myself in ways of self care, physically and mentally. Feeling bluugh after slow day yesterday, all the mentals are still processing, but pushed myself to get up and create a smashing feast! Rather than just Cerial or white breath that leaves me crashy a hour or so later.

Looking forward to? I'm not sure, I'm at a place of in-between. I recently had to put DBP nursery work on hold again, so getting back in there and finishing repotting the small plants will be good.

Repotting the shade house would be amazing! Sharing my "demotivational poster" quality photo spam the other day, has helped cement it as a priority. It honestly looks like stray cats have run through the shelf! So many totems a leaning over and out of place.

Re-cataloguing all the small nursery plants, totems and mother plants would actually fking amazing too.